Smell of Rain

I do like a good rain once in awhile.  All in a row, it can get bothersome, but I don't mind a spring shower.  I like going round the house in the dim light, and being surprised by a thunderclap, and everything outside being quiet and nap-worthy.  Too bad I'm not a napper!

I know my posts have been short and skipping lately, and instead of apologizing I'm going to make excuses in typical Amzi fashion.  There has been a lot going on, muches of things to stay on top of and think about and decide and then conclude (what, actually DO them??).  Have finally gotten a chance to catch up on my sleep deficit (which I can tell you certainly kills me dead) and on my dream deficit.  Seems lately the few hours I could fall asleep without a knot in my stomach were very much concentrating on JUST sleep.  Dreamed again for the first time in a long time last night.  It was worth it. :)  (Don't you DARE, Liese)

I've told you I'm not a pine-er.  If I'm denied something I make do without.  There's no point in wondering about what might have been.  What I'm not so great with is waiting...not KNOWING whether I'll have to do without or whether I can go ahead and Anticipate my heart out!  That's what's been tying me in knots inside lately.  Luckily this morning I've got some things ironed out and they'll stop bothering me.  I do like a bit of security and closure.  Ahhhh.

And as I'm on recovery mode, I won't be talking much.  I've got imagining to do, not so much expostulation and expositions.  Suddenly a good many things don't seem so blooming important to worry about.  I'm going to listen to the rain and think about something worth thinking about.  Beat that!

AMZi x x x x x

PS watched the 2005 version of Pride and Prejudice... Movie-wise and actor-wise, I like it better than the 1995, but story-wise of course it can't compete.  All in all a rather enjoyable movie, but in an entirely different way from the book.  Hmmm.